Tuesday, June 27, 2006

lately, there's so much baggage im carryin i feel like i am going to collapse anytime.

work wise, new responsibilities are pouring in, with it higher expectations and heavier workload and lots of key performance index to adhere to.

homewise, granny almost got a stroke and there's noone to care for her, thus we needed to shift her to my place so that my mom who happens to be a stay at home mom can take care of her needs.

This change came one day before i was supposed to take the extra load at work, can you imagine the stress i have to go through?

predictably, I was non too pleased with the invasion of my room and I was left without a choice but to sleep in the living room. Two days have since passed and I haven't yet gotten my replacement bed.

While I do grouse and get annoyed by my parents for being unfair to me, my room was just take away from me, with almost no notice, I cannot fault them for being filial and want to take care of my granny.

Habits have to change, I no longer have the luxury of sleeping in my undergarments, or being scantily dressed on a hot day like today. I have to walk around, properly attired and change all my habits as i go along.

I used to bring work home to do until the wee hours of the night in my room typing away, now I have to make sure I complete most of my work lest I disturb my other family members with my inregular hours at home.

I also have to make other members of the family change their living style, they no longer am able to watch tv until the wee hours of the morning, because I am sleeping in the living room.

I am still trying to work round a manageable way of living in this house with the introduction of my grandmother, but I guess that takes time.

It is not my grandmother's fault that she have to live with us, I sometimes wonder when the inconveniences get really bothersome that why does it have to be me and not the rest.