Tuesday, March 11, 2008

10 march - will be remembered as the day i lost my dog.

I am taking the loss of my dog really badly. The fruitless tears, the heartbreak, even baby's smile cannot assuage the pain and guilt.

He was last seen at my home in the Toh Guan area attempting to cross the road. Luckily for him cars stopped and he was rescued by a man driving a white car or so the informer said.

I hope that is not a lie because its a cold rainy day and imagine a dog out in the open, with nothing to eat and have to vie with the strays.

There's a million and one things running through the mind when i discovered my dog missing. A thousand "I should have" and "Why". But I can't help but blame myself because if not for me, it wouldnt have ran out of the house even though the maid was home and the gate locked but not wired up.

The sunday just passed, was the sister's wedding. that's the reason why the dogs were at my home. the irony of it, to prevent them from running out when the doors are opened for the guests.

I did not expect the dog to run out even though there's somebody at home. Ileft home for my old school because I needed to collect an assignment from my student and that was when it was last seen. Popping its head from between the gate just before i walked into the lift.

Perhaps that was when it squeezed itself out from the gate. the maid did not even realise the dog was missing she thought I had taken the dog out.

Dog is collarless because I had just bathe it - such an unwelcomed coincidence.

his abandoned dogtoy, his dog dish and collar just kept on reminding me about his existence and the void i am feeling with his absence.

If anyone happen to know of someone picking up a dog please contact me 97697882
Wangwang I miss you very badly, I wake up hoping to find you asking me to bring you to the toilet. Please come home to me.